Life can throw me for loops sometimes. The unexpected seems to be the norm. Every time I think I know what’s coming up next, I am surprised by something different. Two years ago I had brain surgery. A tumor showed up on an MRI taken for a completely separate concern. Three days later I was under the knife for 10 hours.
That got me thinking about the future and the past. My sister came to help us and we had some very deep conversations about our past together. We discussed hurts and joys. It was wonderful to clear the air and deal with past troubles.
That got me to survey many of the things I have done. I wanted to know if I had made any sort of positive impact in the world and among people. I won’t go into detail, but the answers indicated that I have had a positive influence in many areas, but unfortunately I have also missed some opportunities. I think that most people would come to the same conclusions in reviews of their lives.
The apostle Paul had a startling assessment of his own life. In II Timothy 4:7-8 he says, “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Henceforth there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will award to me on that Day, and not only to me but also to all who have loved his appearing.” What a great mindset to have at the end of your life! Let’s not waste another moment. Let’s run the race that God has given us with all the energy and wisdom we can receive from Him. A crown of righteousness awaits us, if we do this by faith.
Reluctant Retiree 